No picture today, i haven't showered today. Well i broke the news on facebook it's fun to see all the reactions from people, i think everyone else is just as surprised as we were! Hah...infact i think i know about 4-5 people that are all pregnant and due about the same time, it's crazy, i guess everyone was doing it in august, haha.
I keep telling my mom this and i'm sure for everyone and their first pregnancy its really crazy and hard to wrap your head around, i mean i guess hearing the heartbeat and stuff is crazy, and when i got to see the ultrasound with the lil peanut moving around and waving its arms and stuff, it was really crazy that THAT is inside of me, but honestly besides being exhausted i don't feel a whole different...the morning sickness really subsided after 9 weeks or so, i still get nauseous occasionally, but i was always nauseous before being pregnant. The first two months my boobs were PAINFUL, but now that is gone...so if i didn't know that i was pregnant i could probably be on "i didn't know i was pregnant", haha.
No, but all joking aside, i am terrified of having an unhealthy baby, i know that's not a good thing to focus on and dwell on, but seriously, i feel like anything i do thats 'wrong' is going to add up and my kid is going to come out not mentally stable or something, UH! I wish i could just convince myself i'm going to have a happy, healthy baby, but i guess that biggest thing that freaked me out is that i know a girl my same age that had a baby last year with downs, it was her first baby and had no idea until she was born, that FREAKS me out, i don't want to sound shallow or anything, but i don't think i could deal with that, i would feel so guilty that i did this, and couldn't really have prevented it.
OKAY...i'm done, i'm trying to think positive! Joel reminded me last week, "Well just remember half of that baby is mine, and i kick ass...soooo, it's probably gonna be perfect" haha, i love my husband. :-)
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Sunday, November 27, 2011
13 weeks 4 days
This picture is alittle deceiving...i don't really have a 'bump' yet, thats just all of my fat that has been pushed up out of the way for the baby, haha, This is the least amount i've weighed in the past year and yet i feel fatter than ever, It even looks better after i've eaten, but that's all squishy, no hard baby in there yet, he's still too little, but it's nice to think that maybe it's kind of forming so that i don't just look 'fat' :-)
I was trying to download an audio clip that has the heartbeat, but blogger apparently doesn't do that, so i guess that won't work.
So far so good, not nauseous anymore, Week 7.8&9 were realllly bad for nausea, plus on top of that stupid intestinal infection i was dealing with, it was hard to eat, i lost about 5 pounds in less than a week, i still haven't gained it back yet, but i think slow and steady will be the best, i don't want to be one of those HUGE pregnant people.
My cravings have been, Jolly Ranchers, sweet candy like airheads, at first it was pickles like crazy i ate 2 whole jars of pickles in less than two weeks, the pickles have calmed down a bit, but i still love eating them. Basically lots of unhealthy stuff. Only getting up about twice a night to pee where as it used to be four or five, so i'm sleeping alittle better.
Well i think that's all for now.
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Uhhh...Surprise!
Is what i said to Joel when i sent him this picture.....I guess he almost fell off his tank at work.
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